Monday, August 25, 2014


I wish I would designate more time to write posts. Paranoia still thick in my thoughts. I still tempt the demons in hopes I will someday understand. Curiosity killed the cat, I'll never forget hearing one of them say. I am afraid. In my thoughts I am very alone. Apparently psychotic disorder not otherwise specified is an acceptable label in today's society. Medicate me to designate me I guess is the answer?  I love my girlfriend deeply. That is all for my evening ramble. Thx for reading. 

Thursday, August 14, 2014


The poison that is paranoia has overwhelmed my every thought. The only way to silence the inner self is to drink it away. The results are in: I am a crazy person running from myself.

Friday, August 1, 2014


I have a strong suspicion that where we direct our attention, we energetically feed. We provide the focused energy the attention seeking entity desires. Attention being conscious effort, is a very powerful form of energy. I hope others see this one day as I do.